Where would I be without my relationship with God? I love the Lord with all my heart, soul and with all my strength. But I must be honest, somedays I have a lot of questions for the God I love. You see, I am a chronic headache and migraine suffer, my pain rarely goes away. I wonder often "why me?", but then the answer is "why not you?".
Jesus, my best friend, my God, my Savior, my Redemmer, the Rock of my Salvation...I could go on and on and on. I sometimes have pain in my head so bad that I wonder what heaven is going to be like and will I be seeing heaven soon. When my head hurts so bad that heaven is on the brain it is the closest that I can think of the pain Jesus must of had when he carried all of my sin and the worlds sin to the cross.
I find myself waking up with hymns, praise music, camp music always going on in my head. Earlier today it was "Heaven is a wonderful place, filled with Glory and GRACE, I want to SEE MY Savior's face, Heaven is a wonderful place...let me tell you". The music is different everyday...I love music, but I don't play a instrument, I don't sing very well, but that doesn't matter because to God, my voice is beautiful. How glorious to think that my voice is lovely to God.
I wonder if everyone wakes up with a song? Do you?
